We have had a cold in the house for almost two weeks. Everyday I wonder if it will be Anna's turn and I also wonder how I will respond if she starts to show symptoms. It seems like so long since she has been ill. I try to tell myself that I will treat the event casually and try not to get worked up over it- after all, it's "just a cold." But I know that I will probably, realistically, be worried, distracted, and sit at the foot of her bed and listen to her breathe at night.
I had an alarming conversation with a friend on the phone today as she told me that the flu has already hit our area. She said there were signs all over the pediatrician's office alerting people and encouraging people to get the flu shot. We have not gotten our shots yet- because I am reluctant to do so... and Anna has never had one. I am concerned about her reaction to the flu shot, though I know the shot is highly recommended by her CF doctor. We have gotten the shot for the other kids the past two years, but not for her, as she was too young. I was dragging my feet on this, as the pediatrician told me back in October that the season didn't start until the end of December/ beginning of January. After the phone conversation today, I want to call right away to get an appointment- for I truly think that the flu would put Anna in a hospital.
She has a CF appointment this coming Tuesday. I pray that all goes well.
